December 2010
10 posts
It's kind of weird to be alone again on the...
But I’m fine. Celebrating the glorious times of being on my own again, I’m getting drunk while watching The Mysterious Lady. Silent movie, booze, a warm blanket on a Saturday night. Life is indeed, sweet. With or without you.
Traces of you in my room. Your shirt, your tea, your smell on my sheets and pillows. I want to get rid of them, and hang on to the memories instead. My happiness with you was short, but I am still thankful. It was wonderful. It will be hard to get over you, and the pain you inflicted, but I will be better in time.
“They held each other and kissed and pushed each others’ darkness into the...”
– Hubert Selby Jr. (via suzywire)
You keep saying that you want me to be happy.
But you never say you will make me happy.
Because you can’t.
helloimabigail:
It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. And when you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When...